Saturday, October 09, 2004

 
i wish i wish i wish that he'd been ready to leave at the same time as me, or that they'd finished a little earlier, so that i ended up taking the bus home with him. i wanted (and still want) my indulgent time. i wish that there just could have been some easy way to stick around without it being painfully obvious that i was waiting for him, because that wouldn't do.

i'll even go out on a limb and say that he wishes that too, because that's the feeling i got from it all.

i wish that it wouldn't seem strange to turn down a ride late at night. because honestly, i like taking the bus anyway, so it would have been nice to have had that slow ride home.

ah well. instead, i hope i hope i hope i get a call tomorrow or something to get together. it's possible. don't know how likely, but possible.
posted by me | 1:41 AM