Tuesday, April 06, 2004

 
oh irony of ironies, it's happening again!

or something. or maybe nothing. i don't know.

there's something to be said for feeling any sort of interest-related tension with other people. i don't know if it makes everything better or not, but it certainly makes it more interesting. imagine if i just had papers and work to think about, would that be a fulfilling existence? hardly! it's good to have something to distract you into daydreaming. and it's probably because it's paper season that any of this is on my mind at all, because at the moment there's things that i should be worrying about. and therefore, i need a distraction from them.

enter O et al.

for now i just have to finish with school, then i can figure the rest of life. because i doubt anything i think about anything can be trusted at the moment. and really, there's nothing about anything that's to be concerned about. that's the one thing i've picked up by now. enjoy things while they last, don't stress about them. makes all of life much easier.

don't worry about the magazine, just work for it right now. don't worry about O, he's got as much shit to figure out as i do, and whatever happens happens. don't worry about work, deal with that when you can spend all your time focussed on it.

do worry about getting enough sunshine, though. because i can already tell i'm feeling better now that i'm spending more time outdoors in summer clothes again.

do worry about getting these papers done, because then i can start sleeping properly, goddammit!
posted by me | 3:55 PM