update:
in england. having a good time. earning money - OOH.
terrible confession:
i think i'm in kristy's position, having people like me wherever i go even though i really don't care. very strange realisation, but i think it's true. could take advantage of this. have, though not expressly. dunno why i don't, really.
also: waffling between caring and not about O's new situation. i really have no idea where things stand between us in the end. so long as we're friends in the end, i guess i don't care. maybe he's right, when he said i'm too good to risk it. maybe i think he's too good to risk it as well. maybe that's not a bad thing.