Thursday, March 27, 2003

 
secrets that can't be shared with anyone (yet), so they go up here:

1. someone i know is a crossdresser. i shouldn't have found this out, but i did. and i have no issues with it, but the person in question hasn't told me himself, so until then, i can say nothing.
2. someone i know had a child. and it's just bizarre because it's the last person i'd have expected to have it. but it's a big secret even in the family and again, something i shouldn't have found out, but did. so i can say nothing.
3. i'm the only person who knows about someone else's true feelings for her SO. only one. it's sorta fun, really. won't last for much longer i'm sure, but fun while it lasts.
4. i am almost blown away realising how much i love him these days, and more mindblowing, realising that how much he really does love me. yes, perhaps we're living in delusions being apart for so long, but considering how rational we both work to be in the emotional realm, i think i can trust him. and me. i cannot wait to be with him again.
5. i have a present for him...that he'll never expect in a million years...but seems to be the Best Present Ever in how it's come up in a few conversations, more as a "that would be great but i know it's incredibly unlikely to ever happen thing than a "hint hint you should do this" thing. mwahaha.

i think those are all the real secrets i have for now. never had (m)any before, and suddenly at least five at once! shocking.
posted by me | 1:14 AM